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It’s sickening, it’s exhausting, it’s draining me.

Dearest Best Friend,

I know I may come off as cold or distant right now. But that is not my intention at all. I am just really down at the moment. I have been for the most of last week [you probably figured that out] up till now. I’ve got many things on my mind. 

I am in no way doing this on purpose to you. Why would I?!?! You’re Gura Gura! :) I hardly speak to anyone besides you and maybe one or two other people. It’s just me, struggling. You know how it feels right? Because I know you’ve felt it too. [Quite recently as well.]

But yeah, it’ll pass soon. As it always does =) Just know that I’ll never stop being your best friend and I am always here for you no matter what. You have my unwavering support in everything.

Love,

Maki Maki